回顾2005

2005年的最后一天,
有太多的感触吗?
有的话从何说起?
有的大事庆祝有的简单度过今天?
身边发生的有开心及不开心的,
2005是大家开始麻木工作的一年,哈!
没有太多的感想......
日子还是一样的过, 明天一早起来只不过跟2006说声嗨.
愿2006年是个快乐, 天下太平的一年.
最近大家关心的应该是"年终花红"吧!
希望你的老板不会让你失望.

Save the last dance

Been download this movie last few weeks, watched it.
it's quiet nice movie, it's a old movie created at 2001 i think.
well,yeah~ i like the way they dance.
had u watch this movie before?
if no, you can try this.

creative stuff

some creative stuff that forward by a friend, its really cute & creative
kewl~

Meet up at KL

Meet up with jessy & mei yin aka ah long at klcc at 18th dec
hehe...nice to meet up with old frens to become fai again.
Well, that day was almost missed the 8a.m bus actually.Cos i was
wake up late, i wake at 7:45a.m so u can imagine that i use the short
time to prepared and get my things up then rush to the bus station
meet with soo ying & swee huang (my 2 colleagues)
Luckily, i stil can catch up the bus. haha ...god bless!

after 2 and half hours, we are reach ath KL.
was calling up ah long, she said will be there in a short time.
cos her new house is near to KLCC.
After reach klcc, meet up with ah long infront of Chamelon.
Then should be plan go to lunch after meet up with jessy together.
I was super hungry actually..hahah...
but who know jessy was late, when called her.
she said still preparing out. Should punish her that time, cos was late. haha =p

So we can't wait anymore, cos it's really hungry...
we decide eat japanese food at Genki Sushi.
it's was crowd that day, even eat also need to Q up.
but was waiting not so long. we eat and waiting for jessy coming.
Think that she was reach about 1:30p.m at Genki.
Finaly we meet Jessy. hah

Well...we stuffed whith the food. We walk around KLCC for awhile.
Then ah long suggest go to mid valley.
actually that day was abit rush. Cos we are one day trip, so we finally
get reach mid valley around 4:45p.m
Hehehe...i bought few cloths at ROMP
thanks to ah long help to find the location of shop,
and to fetching us here and there also. Really appreciate it. =)

It's was enjoy to be meet up after quiet long time.
we chat about life, works and those "phat" things!! Recall those memorable
studying life in KU too..it's like happen in yesterday only.
Anyway, hope can meet up with u all next time again.

P/S: Jessy, don't be late again ar & remember charges your handphone too =p

圣诞快乐 || Merry X'mas

To all of my friends,

It's been so fast next 2 weeks is xmas already...
and new year was coming soon too.
I wish u u all have a merry xmas and happy new year
good bye 2005 and welcoming 2006~~
yeah...sincerely welcome 2006? don't think so..hahaha cos i am gettin 26...
but...u gotta accept it!hah...

not much to posting here.

juz wanna say "miss u all"

很感动叻~~哈哈 (Mei yin, if u reading this post...u sure duno what this sentence meaning, hehe =p)

Because Of You lyrics
Kelly Clarkson
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you

没有理由的喜欢

突然很喜欢萍果青这颜色,
上个星期买了一双价值RM49.90萍果青的鞋子,
其时那天随便走进鞋店里逛逛..
第一眼看到它时,想也没想...考滤也没考滤...
就把它买下了! 蛮开心的, 买到自己喜欢的东西.

一個你很愛很愛的人

年少時候，我們是不肯隨便愛上一個人的。當一個男孩子愛上了我，而我也覺得他不錯。那並不代表我會選擇他。是的，他和我很談得來，我們相處融洽，他遷就我、疼我，他的條件很好。然而，我要找一個我很愛很愛他的人，我才會談戀愛。當那個被拒絕的男孩可憐兮兮的問我：「你要找一個很愛很愛的人？怎樣才算是很愛很愛？」
我沒法回答他，因為我自己也不知道。我怎會知道呢？那個人還沒有出現。我相信，我早晚會遇上他的。所以，在遇上他之前，我不會隨便愛上別人。我要守候他來臨。那個時候，我們總是以為，我們會找到一個自己很愛很愛的人。後來，當我們猛然回首，我們才會明白自己曾經多麼的天真。假如從來沒有開始，你怎知道自己很愛很愛那個人？
原來，很愛很愛的感覺，是要在一起經歷了許多事情之後才會發現的。又或者，你一輩子也找不到一個你很愛很愛他的人。你只能找到你很愛或你愛人。他還沒到達讓你很愛很愛的地步。年少的時候，我們期待的那份很愛很愛的深情，也不過是在情竇初開時，無知的執著和 幻想。

每個人心中都有一片永不之地。既然不可以永不長大，但願永不蒼老。永不蒼老也是奢望，那麼，可否永不孤單、永不害怕、永不憂傷、永不貧窮，永不痛苦 ？有一天，當我們幸福地在心中那片永不之地登陸，我們或許還是希望永不失去。忘掉歲月，忘掉寂寞，忘掉你的壞，我們永不永不說再見。

有時候真的會很想忘記一件事、一個人。只是，想往往比做的容易。有時候真的常說要放棄一件事、一個人。但是，說往往比做的輕易。
可能每一個人都希望能夠找到自己心中百分百的伴侶，一個會讓你很愛很愛的人，可是，有沒有人想過這樣一個問題：真正能帶給你幸福和快樂的是你心中尋找已久的百分百伴侶，還是…已經待在你身旁默默對你付出很久的那個人。這個問題就像問你：「覺得愛人與被愛哪一個會比較幸福」一樣，答案一直都在你心中。
「失去比得不到更加痛苦」因為，得不到的永遠都是幻化的美好，甚至連痛都不甚真實。但是，曾經擁有而後卻失去…才會讓你感受真正的痛及後悔。
只希望每一個人都能好好的看看身旁對你好、對你付出的人，你能想像有一天他不再待在你身邊、不再對你噓寒問暖、不再對你關懷之時，你…會如何？
祝福你～

摘自 chickensoup.sparkyblue.com

请离我远一点!!

最近发现到有点怪怪的,
感觉到它好象对我越来越有好感了..
从来不觉得会与它有染,
虽然以前已知道它对我有些些的依恋.
但如今, 它越来越对我有好感了...
我反而越害怕啊!真的好怕,
因为它会另我变得更难堪(看)
怎么办呢! 我是不是该请教朋友们的意见,
如何才能摆脱
求求你!!!
请离我远一点吧....




黑眼圈~~~

往前飞

突然好喜欢戴佩妮的这首歌, 反复的开了MV唱了几遍...


-往前飞-

"你不是鱼, 你怎么知道, 鱼不会哭....
你不是我, 你怎么知道, 我不想飞....."

我只想要往前飞
能飞多远也无所谓
我讨厌在这里徘徊
我厌倦我流眼泪
只管闭上眼往前追
若错过太多就有所谓
我害怕了后悔那种遗憾的滋味
放开那些事与愿违
放开那些是是非非
转过身已走远
请留住我的美
忘掉那些曾经依偎
忘掉那些温柔相随
回过头已终结只能给自己
一个你曾给的安慰
我害怕了后悔那种遗憾的滋味
往前飞

忙与盲

看见自己最后一次的posting即然是将近在一个月前,
其时知道已好久没update了,
看到时对自己说最近忙嘛!是个给自己的借口吗?
不过真的不可怪我啊!真的很忙叻...(好象也没人怪我啦~ 哈.....)
不过还是会去游览朋友们的部落看看,
没想到他们也好懒, 每个都没update嘛...
加班的日子将近一个月, 只有两个字可形容"好累"
真的好想拿个假, 去旅行...已想了好久, 应该行动吧!
今天是星期天, 下雨天....有是好懒的一天
今天就留在家里, 也打扫一下步满灰尘的房间...
然后听听歌...赖一整天...哈..

但愿人长久, 千里共蝉娟

最近时常加班, 搞到蛮迟回家......很累!
然后又上床睡觉了....好象机器人的生活也....
可是有什么办法呢! 为了三餐, 你我还是得拼下去啊~
爱拼才回赢啊! ^_""

不过还好那天中秋节过得还不错, 去了朋友家吃了一顿.
有去了灯笼会, 就是还好不是一个人孤零零的过....嘻嘻
其时那个灯笼会这是第二次去了, 只是觉得没第一次的 那么特别了,
也许第一次比较新鲜吧!

而中秋节也就这样平淡的过了.
时间可是快得有点神不知, 鬼不觉...
你呢? 中秋节又是怎样过呢?
你那儿的月亮也是那么的圆吗?

张小娴金句

命运若安排一个敌人给你，也许是一个恩赐。

所有的逆境、痛苦和磨难？这一切都会令你茁壮。

摘自"流浪的面包树"

在世界的中心呼唤爱

听朋友说这部日语片不错...
所以上网下载, 但还没下载完成.
有点期待, 不过听说是个蛮悲的一部电影.

无题 + 中秋 + 月饼

好久没"部落"(blog)了,相信如果你来到这看看我有什么update的,
对不起噢!让你失望了.最近老是时常都加班, 回到家是已好累了.
所以也没什么心情写些东东的.
可是还是会到朋友们的部落看看他们有没有写些东东..
看来啊大家都个自忙到懒得部落了吧! =)
好快喔!下个星期是中秋节了吧!有什么节目啊?
而我呢, 应该会和朋友们搞个小吃会吧!哈...
还记得去年的这时候大家都忙着project, 但那时大家不忘了忙里偷闲,
点点灯笼...吃吃月饼!
说到月饼, 现在的口味可真多到怕,
有什么蓝梅啦, 芝士, 巧克力月饼.......哈! 还有一个令我印象深刻的"万紫千红"!
也许你可说我有点老土吧, 本人还是比较喜欢传统些的口味!

被遗忘的星空

昨晚加班后回家的途上，抬头一看。
好大好圆的月亮哦!
旁边又有几许的星星作伴，
感觉上那晚的天空好漂亮。
其实重点不在于那又大又圆的月亮,
只是觉得自己好象已好久没抬头仰望天空上的星空了!
真的已久没看星星了...

你呢?

不防夜晚时抬头望一望美丽的星空吧！

yahoo~ we graduated

Convo at 30th july '05



more pictures pls CLICK HERE

爱琴海~aegean sea

无意间在杂志上看到这网站 <<我的心遗留在爱琴海>>

这地方太美了!

七里香

作曲：周杰伦作词：方文山

七里香窗外的麻雀在电线杆上多嘴
你说这一句很有夏天的感觉
手中的铅笔在纸上来来回回
我用几行字形容你是我的谁
秋刀鱼的滋味猫跟你都想了解初恋的香味
就这样被我们寻回那温暖的阳光
像刚摘的新鲜草莓
你说你舍不得吃掉这一种感觉
雨下整夜我的爱溢出就像雨水
院子落叶跟我的思念厚厚一叠
几句是非也无法将我的热情冷却
你出现在我诗的每一页
雨下整夜我的爱溢出就像雨水
窗台蝴蝶像诗里纷飞的美丽章节
我接着写把永远爱你写进诗的结尾
你是我唯一想要的了解
那饱满的稻穗幸福了这个季节
而你的脸颊像田里熟透的蕃茄
你突然对我说七里香的名字很美
我此刻却只想亲吻你倔强的嘴

P/S：
方文山的文笔配上周杰伦的曲风真的是太棒了！
看过了“INITIAL D”，还是觉得周董比较适合在歌唱事业发展吧！哈！

咖啡、棉被不设防

不知道你们是否曾听过这广播节目，“咖啡、棉被不设防”，
一个988好久以前的节目。如果没错的话， 其中一位节目主持人是”夏苗“，
她有一把很细腻的声音。 还记得以前中学时期（中三、四吧），
每晚都喜欢听这节目。。
聆听夜晚节目主持人谈关于生活的故事。。。
再加上一首首动听的歌曲，那感觉很好，
不过好象就只能在夜晚才体会得到。=)

好可惜那节目已没了。（在N年前就没了吧！）
而且我也在那时开始很少听988了。
直到回到了KU，又开始听MY FM，
（我想KU那班朋友听MY FM都是受susan影响的吧！哈！）
还记得最后一个SEM时聆听每逢星期五“陈峰”的节目，
那是一个让听众吐心事的节目，
好喜欢陈峰那种单刀直入主持方试。
有时听那节目让我感觉到，
原来这世界上人遇到的问题是那么的多到数不清。
而且有时一旦我们自己遇到问题时多数时侯都在钻牛角尖，
还把放大镜把自己的问题放大，
或许这就是“当局者迷”吧！所以总需要别人来提点。
好久没听这节目咯！
可以告诉你现在听广播电台的机会，
通常就只有在开车的时侯了。

""""" 雨天 """""

自从上个星期天气一直都阴阴的...
搞到没天早上都懒得起床, 本来的我都已爱赖床了,
先在再加那么"好"的天气,
更能让自己找到藉口让多赖几下...哈!
唉!别再骗自己啦....醒醒啊!
最后还是得爬起身子......上班去! >.<
拜托啦!别再一直下雨啦.....衣服不干...
也搞得大家好懒洋洋哟!

yes, my name is "Honey"

Talking about my name there is alot funny story.
well, my close fren all get to know my name already, but
for those who duno me, well my name is "honey"
or if you are shy to call me that, you can call me "ee sin"
haha..that is my mandarin name. But for mostly people they
don't believe that the name "honey" had been register in my
IC. When i told them that, they normally show me a shocking face!
hehe..normaly when introducing myself to other,
they will have a reflect like "huh?i beg your pardon",
then i repeat again, so they will accept it with a funny and shocked expression in their face =)
or they wil reply "oh your name so sweet, you are everyone's honey" sound kidding.
but for me i use to it for those first time knowing my name.
Its got pro and cons actually. still remember while in the school or
college, the lecturer surely will remember my name. so its easy to call
when want somebody to answer the question. so i am the one so easy to call by lecturer,
so its hard to avoid h/she calling me. =(
But for cons, this name make many people remember who am i. ^. ^

Like recently, my big boss get to know my name is honey. Firstly
he feel shy to calling me like that, haha make everyone laugh there.
btw at last he already use to it and calling my name. but don't let her wife know that.hahaha...if not sure misunderstanding =p
well, its kinda hillarious when some condition occured.

So don't get shock when you get to know my real name. (",)

i need some changes

yeah..been change the template for my blog..
though just change the layout by the provided blogger,
just so bored to see the same things already.
just like you become abit numb to your life.
hmmm....i think i need some changes...
like?

*thinking*

七月了~

上个星期三有少少的不开心,身边总是发生一些事情.
有时很想不去理会了,但是环境总是不让你那么做.
只有荡然面对了.不开心的很快就会过去吧!日子还是得过,
倒不如开心的过.


工作上也许会有个新任务,我还不知道能不能胜任,
但是还是的试一试才知道.


七月三十日将是KU first batch 学生的毕业典礼.
等了半年了,哈...有点没mood了...可是这却是个回去
见一见老朋友的机会,真的好想念他们啊!


威陞已回去sabah开始他的新学期了,听说海宝也毕业开始
工作了.看来大家都个自忙个自的了.

思念...

昨天是外婆逝离开我们的49日,有时侯很难去相信她已离开了我们.
是的...真的难去接受一个最亲、最疼爱你的人离开了你。
不管如何她还是活在我们的心中。。。
而思念元素也就开始侵入我的脑海。。。她的笑容、她的叮咛
都一一的停留在脑海里，特别是在夜里，那种想念令人难受。

祝我生日快乐~

好快哦~又到我的生日了!
真的不敢相信自己又老了一岁...唉!真是岁月催人老啊!
哈..好像有点悲的语气~
这个生日也过得平凡,没什么特别的...
接到了几个朋友的来电祝福..=)
还有公司的同事们买了个蛋糕一起吃,可要谢谢他们了=)
最近都用华语blogging,如果mei yin来我的blog他一定看不懂了!哈...
还有啊!如果我亲爱的ex-roomate ah beh 来读我的blog时,
我可要骂你了,竟敢忘了我的生日!!令我太失望了!!
你可要袮补哦,下次去新加玻时你请客!哈...可别赖帐噢!
好啦,不写了!晚安了....
明天又是新的一天.

写信....

好久没online blogging了,最近有点懒惰了.麻木的日子过得有点累...
突然好想念大学的朋友,不知道他们过得怎样了.
前几个星期收到以前室友美萍的来信,信里提到了她在新加玻的生活点滴....其实好开心每次收到她的来信,
可是呢,我啊可就变得懒了,拖了好久才回她的信.哈..说真的好喜欢收信的感觉,
在收到信的之前是期待,但当你收到信时是喜悦.
不过我相信在这E时代已没什么人会寄信了...大家都用EMAIL了.
少了那么些的"原始"的味道了.那你呢?多久已没写信了?

Sent wrong sms!

At friday nite, i was sending sms to my friends...so while was waiting friends's sms replying. Suddenly i got my friend, Wee Seng's sms. Well, while reading his sms, i found that the content of sms is weird, hah!He is sending a wrong message to me.Suppose that sms is send to his college friend i think, hehe he so blur.So i reply him that "Oi, send wrong message oh!"..
actually this kinda situation been happened to me so many times oledi, me alwiz will blur till send the wrong message to my friends.hehhe....my friend said me even sending message also not concertrate.Well, if said somethings general is still okay, but when u saying something "pat" things in the content..hah!That's fun!well is this alwiz happen to u too?=)

my pc got problem!

Been about one week i can't able to use my own pc now...arrgh...my pc really got a big problem this time!Seem my hardisk also got problem now..so its send to my sister's friend to get repair. Hope i can get back as soon as possible.Cos currently i can't able to do my things after work. =( It's kinda of suffer actually.

Well,last 2 week go to cut my hair shorter. I had been bored about my long hair, just want to change some new images, all my friends and collegues was shocked, thought why i go to cut it shorter suddenly.hehehe....i found that both my ex-college,meiyin and huei sei also go to change their hair style..especially meiyin's hair so short nowadays.

Yesterday nite was go to watch movie "Hitch", yeah!it's a comedy, nice movie too. Kinda hillarious..been awhile no go to watch some nice movie, so if u plan go to watch movie, i can recommend that could go for a watch =)


ok stop rite here...

Hmm...a sunny sunday!Tomorrow work again, will be more busy this coming soon week, cos will be OT for this week.

kill me plz...its so HOT!

OMG, recently weather is realiii hot!i can't stand it oledi..when its will cool down?help me pls...juz kill me!
today i work half day, well tonite will go to to sying house, for wat?eat loh...ahhaha this CNY i eat alot!so must be gain weight oledi =p
boring afternoon, can't sleep though!This 2 days nite i oledi can't sleep well, don't know why.Maybe too hot i think!hmm...if my room got air-con that is better (",)hehe, then i think i can sleep till don't know what time!That is great then, i think i also become PIG later..cos juz sleeep ..sleep and sleep!haha...wakep up!don't keep dreaming!Opps i talk to myself again!=p

Listen to Born To Try - Delta Goodrem at the moment

somebody else know this song?hmm...this is a recommended song!nice..

below is the lyric, share wif u all!

We juz "Born To Try"

Doing everything that I believe in
Going by the rules that I've been taught
More understanding of what's around me
And protected from the walls of love

All that you see is me
And all I truly believe

That I was born to try
I've learned to love
Be understanding
And believe in life
But you've got to make choices
Be wrong or right
Sometimes you've got to sacrifice the things you like

But I was born to try

No point in talking what you should have been
And regretting the things that went on
Life's full of mistakes, destinies and fate
Remove the clouds look at the bigger picture

And all that you see is me
And all I truly believe

That I was born to try
I've learned to love
Be understanding
And believe in life
But you've got to make choices
Be wrong or right
Sometimes you've got to sacrifice the things you like

But I was born to try

All that you see is me
All I truly believe
All that you see is me
And all I truly believe

That I was born to try

I've learned to love
Be understanding
And believe in life
But you've got to make choices
Be wrong or right
Sometimes you've got to sacrifice the things you like

But I was born to try

But you've got to make choices
Be wrong or right
Sometimes you've got to sacrifice the things you like

But I was born to try

Taken at Calvin's house, Gong Xi Fat Cai =D


The 2nd one.

Taken at Pauline's house.


Taken at Brawen's house.

I coming back again!

So been lazy blogging for a period, now i coming back!today is 8th day of CNY...that mean its a days for hokkien "pai ti kong"!its hokkien culture...so fast oledi 8 days passed for this chinese new year!so i also have a long break, 9 days break oh!but unpaid leave, sigh =( force to do so!Its not fair!!!but in other side me can have a long break lar..hehehe
so how was my CNY?can say that juz many events too during this CNY..gathering and visit frens house!kinda tired actually, but onli got this time to gather and meet frens..yeah have a great time!
This year also is the 1st year for the form six frens gathering, yah..6 Atas Pintar student.still remember it!but not all attend actually, nvm wait more willing to attend in next year!I found that all frens also got abit changes, yeah...been 3 ++ years sure got changes for each other!and we also become mature!sometime when think back those day, seem like juz yesterday story, but time really fast!well i hope we all will keep in touch no matter what!

At the 14th Feb, yeah its valentine day!so how i cele this valentine day.Me, sying, yching and shi qi go to the Hotel Classic restaurent to eat somethgs...but its really make us dissapointed about the dish "Seafood skewer".We thought its will be a delicious dish, but ...errrr...OMG really not tasty at all!so our fren shi qi is a pantry worker, kinda familar with foods thingy..haha so she start complaining about the restauren!btw...though no way, juz treat as an experience and not going to order the dish next time!At nite i was go to Calvin house for the stimboat, haha yeah we like it alot, sure will have it while every CNY!After eaten, play the poker card!Have fun actually with frens ! =p
so tomolo is my last rest day,go to plan stay home wholde day!hahha...and get prepare to start working at Friday =( ...what to do...life still keep going on!ohh ya...will upload my pictures in CNY soon..so stay in tune!Lastly wishing u all again " 鸡 年 行 好 运"!